Not The First Time She Cheated

Brandon Calimesa

Administrator
Like most of my wives/girlfriends over the years, my recent girl has taken the steps to cheat on me.



Usually my girlfriend would only visit one week per month because she lives in another city and travel is not always easy. It is a routine that started to change with more frequent visits and an unexpected enthusiasm for wanting to make the 5 hour trip to see me. I suspected something was up.



Around April 18th or so she calls me at around 2am in the morning. Holy shit this made me afraid because she is usually in bed from 11-8 am. I was busy coding away so when I answered and she said, hey, come down and get me. I thought, ? WTF?



Sure enough she was at my building entry and I let her in. She had a huge smile and gave me a big hug. I was very surprised and thought, wow, how sweet of her to make a surprise visit. She must have came right after work.



Skipping past the boring stuff, washing of hands, tea, etc. small talk we went into the bedroom and undressed because, I mean, shit, i want sex.



As I kissed her she reacted not like usual (bored or not interesting) but happy and made little sounds like she liked it.



I put her to the bed and tied to touch her pussy but she said, no, just fuck me. But I love to lick pussy and I registered her pushes and leg clasps.

I was able to finally start kissing her tiny pussy and tasted bit clean on outside but inside was unfamiliar taste. Not cum but certainly not her usual.

After a good working over of her pussy I moved up and entered her. At that moment I could feel her wet pussy (usually a bit dry because she never excited or wet to fuck me).

I kissed her and make love to her like a guy fresh out of prison. All the time I kept looking at her, asked her, wow your never this wet and horny. She giggled and said, yes, babe, I am, unusual I know but something has changed me a little and I want sex. That's all.



I could certainly feel her pussy was different and wet in a way I never felt and I didn't exactly suspect she cheated just yet. Might sound stupid but I thought, wow, maybe new birth control or something. Anyway, after making love she and I talk little pieces but never directly and I kept mentioning how amazing sex was, wet and smooth and creamy her pussy was.



I turned at looked at her, babe, did you fuck someone? She quickly gave me a look and said, NO. Of course not, I came to you after work - and what? You don't like it?



I said, of course I do baby and hugged her.



Next day when we had sex again I kept telling her about previous night and still noticed wetness inside. I asked her again if she had sex, because, feels like she did. She again made protest and tried to get angry on me. I was little unsure at this point and felt maybe I would piss her off so much she might leave.



Than I started telling her, hey, if you fucked someone, "Just tell me OK" and I started whole speak that if she decided to have someone else for fun, more she tell and share with me the more I will accept her - that secrets are bad, will hurt our relationship.



On the third day I again opened this conversation up and she looked not as angry, I told her several times throughout the day, "It feels like you had sex with someone, it was amazing" and "Whatever you did to make your pussy that way, I hope it will be more often."



She said, OK it can be.



Fourth day it was stressful because we usually get bored of each other by than and so she made a scandal about how she can't do her remote work from my apartment because there is no comfortable place. She tried to pack her stuff and I said, babe, don't leave, really I want you with me at least more time. She remained on her course and we said our slow goodbyes, i gave her money and she left that afternoon.



That evening I wrote her and she didn't reply. I thought, very strange she always tells me when she gets home.

Next morning she called me and acted normal and I asked her why she didn't reply. She said, "I was tired" but she had to go so our conversation was short. hmm..



At this point my little 88lb red headed pale white 26 year old girlfriend (I am 41) was making me think, that she was fucking around.



Fast forward 2 weeks and she arrives early to meet me because she is taking me to the doctor office. After this visit we get home, have sex and I ask her, babe, are you seeing another guy? Fucking someone?



She didn't answer than she said, "Why you want this?"



I sad down and again tried to do the speak about her rights, my expectations, openness, etc. but she would not tell me truth.



Finally I asked her again, "that day you came to me in morning, last trip, was see someone that night? Why you came?"



She said.. "Yes" and proceeded to tell me that she didn't want to talk about it.



Well, I didn't let things go and started to make scandal, argument and even at one point stopped her from pacing and said a lot of stuff I even don't remember but the pressure gave in and she told me but starting to cry.



"Yes, I met some guy and after him I went to you."



I said, "I figured this out, I understood it already, but why you didn't trust me to tell me truth from the beginning."



Than she went to the kitchen and cried a little bit and half acting like I punished her but she told me, "I remember when you cheated on me with that Asian house cleaner last year, so I decided to get my revenge. You was cheating on me and I hated it."



I was shocked by this, what a great excuse, maybe she is telling me the truth, but I didn't expect this from a stripper. WOW.



I embraced her than she made the next 30 minutes of scandal all about her and my "cheating" with the filipina girl.



She calmed down and I told her how much I enjoyed sloppy seconds and love making afterwards and was OK if she kept seeing him.



But she left a little clue, he was also a programmer and similar ethnicity and economic and age as me. I thought, shit, if it's true, I really screwed up I am going to lose her now.



After a bit I kissed her and...



Me: Do you love this new guy?

She: No.

Me: How was the sex?

She: Normal.

Me: What's his name?

She: Does not matter.

... than I went on a tangent about how she can tell me first name, etc. etc. ...

Me: You want to see him again?

She: No.

Me: Why?

She: I already see him no longer interesting.

Me: Babe you don't have to lie to me, if you want to see him again OK. Just be honest and open with me. Don't need to protect me.

She: I'm not. I wont' see him again. Over.

Me: I think if you want I will not be upset ok. Just share with me. Let me be your partner. Anyway, was he a good lover?

She: Not so much but he always treats me so I visit him.

Me: You mean give you money?

She: Yes.

Me: So like prostitute?

She: Fuck you! NO. He thinks I'm normal girl, make relationship. I not ask him for money he gives me.

Me: Wow, how much?

She: I will not tell you.

Me: Fuck! OK. Still you can see him again.

She: I don't want to talk about it otherwise I will leave.



....



So the time passed and she cleaned my apartment, we did the things we needed to do and as early evening came she started to write him again but hiding it from me. I pretended not to notice and she was glad about it.



Later I got to her phone and could see lots of messages to him. So after a few days of being together things got more interesting.
 

Brandon Calimesa

Administrator
OK. I'm back.

So from this point on, I really was a bit shocked by everything and how she did it. At first I was upset and while I tried to hide it from her, support her, I voiced my thoughts to my friends. They said, "wow your fiance no more" and I was kinda, 'hm.. yeah it seems' but also hiding the fact of how excited I was. WTF. My girl has cheated on me with another guy and delivered me sloppy seconds (holly shit that's awesome) but at the same time, super trust issues developing.

So I begin to analyze and think about past situations and experiences, wondering what she is doing and were she will go.

It was clear if she could hide/cheat on me this time, probably has done it before and would certainly do it again.

I didn't want her to "cheat". I mean, I wanted to see her fuck other guys, but not to leave me in the dark about it, ignore my needs also.

Yeah she is young, she wants to become a porn star and I accepted that, but always figured it in the context of open relationship, forward building relationships stuff without competition of her other men.

She showed more or less total disregard to my basic cuckold needs of wanting assurance, creampie to eat, and the trust with her. Yet, I did get humiliated by telling my friends she cheated on me and my family too. I certainly did get all the mixed feelings of emotions and thoughts for weeks to come.

But now, in the middle of May 2021 I understood when she returned, she would go back to him, probably first. I begged her to tell if she she would but held little trust in her actually being honest.

This time she called before she left home and 5 hours later was at my door at the usual time. I asked her about him in subtle way - "oh you didn't decide to make a visit before me"? She was little annoyed but said, "No, I came just to you baby."

Anyway, after 3 days of being together she cleaned my flat and made a scandal about how she must find a better place to work. Packed up her bag and computer and said, so, I will go now and see you tomorrow!

I knew exactly what that was meaning, she was going to him to stay the night. WTF!

I told her, honestly, please can you stay with me this night, together just you and I and tomorrow morning you can go to him?

Now she made a big scandal and started blaming me how "I won't let her go" and "Because of me she can't work normal" and many other excuses. First it was like a teenager resisting parental rules but it developed into a quiet anger. She went back to the table and set-up her laptop again. Refused to talk to me at all. I tried and tried and even ordered us food. She didn't want to say anything. I thought..

So another few hours go by, I come up to her to hug her and she shrugged it off. I said to her, "Hey, what's that for?" She was like, "don't touch me, no sex tonight or tomorrow."

So I spent maybe 15 minutes talking to her, explaining her my expectations, why I wanted her to stay with me, etc. etc. but when she made rebuttal it didn't make much sense.

I accepted that she would go fuck him again but I didn't expect that she would give up our romantic time together. So I was not happy but she was succeeding in making me feel guilty.

Finally I relented, "OK dear, you can go to him."

... Nothing for about 20 minutes... OK in reality maybe 5 seconds but it was certainly feeling like 20 minutes waiting in silence for her reaction. Cuckold in me wanted her to hear her say magic words and the partner in me, was sad to give up.

So she picks up her phone and starts to write him, still silent, ignoring me as if I am not yet out of the dog house.

After about 3-4 minutes of furious messaging she looks at me, serious, says, "OK. I will go to him if you want."

?? WTF? If I want I thought? Wait a minute, it was her idea, her desire, her scandal and now she is acting as if I push her to go. OMG, this was too much..

I pulled my thoughts together and before opening my mouth the phone rang. She answered and it was her mom.

Ahhh, total killer of the moment.

After that 10 minute call she packed her things and went to the bathroom to prepare. I stood there and asked questions, like..

Me: When you will come home?
She: In morning after I wake up.
Me: You will fuck in the morning before you come to me?
She: Probably yes.
Me: Do you remember what I asked of you? Not to clean up, etc? Send me messages before and after sex?
She: Yes, OK, Fuck maybe I should not go.
Me: Why?
She: Your cuckold thing is too much bullshit.
Me: Look baby, not so big deal just relax and have fun. I will be here waiting, anxiously.
Me: You really want to stay the night with him?
She: Yes, I told you I need to work and relax, here I can't!
Me: I see. Well, anything you need from me?
She: yes money or you want me to walk home tomorrow?
Me: Hey, OK. Just say so no need to be so upset.

About 30 minutes later she was ready to leave and got more happy, kissed her, said have fun, reminded her to write me if they have sex. etc.. I gave her some money and she left with, "see you tomorrow my sweetie heart"... I smiled and closed the door.

Now it begins. Cuckold Angst!
 
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