Not Exactly A Hotwife but Certainly HotFiance

[Brandon Calimesa]

So I posted about my girlfriend, fiance, cheating on me in April and May 2021. Now, it seems we have entered a full blown cuckold relationship. She is not my wife yet so I can't really say she is a hotwife but she must be a hot+fiance (hotgirlfriend)?? Maybe someone can recommend a suitable term.

To that end she created a profile on a dating site and already met a guy a few weeks ago which turned out to be really cool. I will have to write about it but jumping forward to today, June 17th she and I went to a bar to meet a guy she found on Badoo dating site. Idea was to interview him and we went together. We had a great time, interesting man but he's not sure about the idea of us capturing it on photo/video so we all agreed to think about it.

Came home and both got naked to have sex, talking about the idea but she said, she was tired. So you will fuck another guy? "She rolled her eyes, yes, soon."

I reminded her, well, the guy we met still needs to make full medical exams so it will be at least a week before we can do anything. What if you call back that guy you cheated on me with?

"No, I told you I broke up with him, blocked him after our last meeting."

I knew this can't be fully true but I pushed her more, said, "what if you meet him tomorrow morning, have sex and come back to me? Tell him your visiting to make documents and don't have much time. Don't stay the night!"

She resisted, said, "fuck me and I will do it later".

I told her, "No, don't wait. I want to see you write him, makes me horny. I want to be part of your sex life not excluded."

She was shy and we struggled with the idea for 10 minutes, including another 10 minutes of her playing phone game that she always does.. Slightly stroking my half erect cock with her naked beside me and I again push her, "Write him and go have fun."

Finally she did and showed me the messages, they agreed to meet tomorrow morning on 18th. No mention of sex or anything but it was understood I think.

So the reason I skipped over the last meeting she had with him (I mean I didn't write on forum about it yet) was because I wanted to capture this real-life event as it unfolds.

Bad news is she went to bed at 4am because of work so she now sleeps but this means getting up in 4 hours to go to him won't happen. This realization makes me sad, and I worry she might cancel going when she get's up late. Worse that she will again want to stay the night with him. I don't want this because I don't want to lose her and there will be no creampie to cleanup if she does that.

Idea was for her to go to him, fuck, than have excuse to leave because she can't stay.
She has to time things correctly because to avoid rush hour morning and afternoon traffic otherwise again, creampie will be absorbed or much, much less, soaked in her panties, etc..
I want as fresh as possible.

So I nervously wait to see how 18th of June will unfold.

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

Well, it's a new forum and there is not many members yet but I wish there was a large audience already to share this with.

I went to sleep and could not rest at all, my cocklett was hard and all I could think about was if she will cuckold me, endless situations of will she bring me creampie, etc. etc. so I tossed and turned, horrible restless nervous cuckold angst sleep. I would jolt awake at every turn of her body in bed but not wanting to appear anxious and bother her, or wake her up like a kid at Christmas so she can rest and feel normal.

Finally she wakes up about 10:00 am and I waited until we had coffee at the table to ask her questions.. I wanted to make a record of it, because I knew verbal might make her give me a funny face if I was trying to audio record it so I wrote her on telegram chat. Funny too because she is sitting 1 meter away from me but typical of her young generation, better to SMS/chat than talk in reality. So I used that to my advantage.

[see picture]

So as you can see it's amazing, perfect, dam near staged. Keeping my cool I snapped a photo when she was leaving which we remade twice because first time she covered her head and second time she was with a shy face. Finally got a fun shot of her young perfect body as she left my apartment to go fuck her lover!

Now, I'm going to shave, clean up, and sit naked wait near the door like a dedicated puppy dog.

 

[white_rabbit]

Dam that shit's real! I thought was just a story, dude - your girl is playing you hard up man. Be careful.

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

So about 2pm is sends me a photo and all happy from her lovers living room. I was excited we exchanged some chat and I waited. About 2:34 she sends me 3 audio files and I just about shit myself. started playing them and instantly can hear her having hard sex with her lover. I paced the floor than sat on the couch to rub little while listening. As I did pre-cum started oozing and I realized I had to stop!

Than the long silence and wait. Had no idea if she will fuck more or come home. They had sex like 40 minutes but it sounded like he didn't cum.

Than near 4pm she arrived home, looked upset and angry. Right away she says, "he didn't cum!" last night he jerked off too much thinking about me and now again today he could no cum. I am sore and would not let him continue longer, he's bigger and his room was hot and I just want to clean up and rest.

I told her, wash her hands and than took her to the bedroom. I was already naked so seeing her undress knowing that just little bit ago she was mad fucking another guy made me so horny. I was sad about the no creampie part too, really, but I didn't have time to destroy the mood more so I quickly took up my position and worshiped her holes followed by a slow entry. She was loose and wet and I had to go slower to keep from instant cum. She looked tired and annoyed so I kissed her and told her to relax, I was gentle with her. Stopped and licked her again this time both holes and back up inside her for a slow finish. I blasted inside her now wet, sloppy hole so hard I thought my balls vacuumed shut. But only for a moment.

Multiple times I told her, thank you, anyway, good job, I hope some of the sex was good. I asked her 3 times did he give you any money, she said, "YES, stop asking!".

 

[SexySamurai]

So I posted about my girlfriend, fiance, cheating on me in April and May 2021. Now, it seems we have entered a full blown cuckold relationship. She is not my wife yet so I can't really say she is a hotwife but she must be a hot+fiance (hotgirlfriend)?? Maybe someone can recommend a suitable term.

Maybe hotgirl? For now. And hotwife for your future

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

OMG Yes.. That can work.

Dam second day already she going back to him. I worry they fall in love or something.

Strange feeling preparing your woman to go get fucked by another man. The anxiety of waiting and wondering how there adventures will go. The last time it didn't end so well because he fucke 45 minutes and never cummed. We (she & I) were upset. She is still sore so I know I won't get to fuck her today. After they fuck again she will be "no sex" mood for a few days. Hopefully, she will have a creampie to drip feed me with so I can jerk myself off before she get's upset and leaves me to my torture.

She's not exactly a girlfriend who is happy to fulfill my fantasies but more or less just happy to have her freedom and earn. I say earn because usually, she get's her guys to donate money. Though, she indicated tonight it might not happen because he didn't get paid yet. hmmm..

Another dimension to the whole affair knowing she fucks them not only because she enjoys cheating but for the financial rewards as if I don't already give her enough. She says it makes her more horney.

Like I'm creating an escort here.

 

[SexySamurai]

Hopefully, she will have a creampie to drip feed me with so I can jerk myself off before she get's upset and leaves me to my torture.

I hope you will eat a lot of creampies in your life. And all you wrote above sounds so exciting!

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

Thank you. It's difficult to find someone who you want to do this with and will actually do it and it's a lot of torture and pleasure all mixed in one. Best when it's fresh if your cm's away from the main event...

Curious, you said your a woman right? So we cuckolds get our pleasure from many things but for me the most important are:
- Knowing, seeking, hearing that my woman is getting pleasure from her bull
- She cares enough to keep me included and shares her experiences
- Risk of excitement knowing she might fall in love or go to the other guy (future) and leave me, but the present understanding that it is not likely to happen. Again, the risk with the hopeful ending that it does not happen.
- Opportunity to experience her body after her lover, smell of sex and post-orgasmic emotions still on her face/body prior to my entry
- Sharing of her lovers juices (creampie)
- Feeling that I don't own her pussy and she has the same freedoms as I to love and bed who I wish
- Writing and sharing about our brain fucking (experiences)

What about you? As a cuckquean, what are the pleasures and things you look for to accept and enjoy your non-traditional relationship and lifestyle (aka cuckquean)?
What made you decide that you could not be a cuckqueen and therefore deliver creampies to your cuckold boyfriend? (https://forum.reallifecuckolds.com/...-a-cuckold-cuckquean-share-a-relationship.26/)

 

[SexySamurai]

Hmm. It is really interesting to get the same structure about me. So important for me right now:
- First moments when I see him after my cuckquean experience. To feel that he is still with me.
- To know that my boyfriend can get pleasure even when I am not with him.
- Feeling that I don't own his cock/mind/soul so we are free (and we are people, not objects!) in our desires without restrictions that kills that freedom/confidence feeling.
- Writing and sharing about. I tried today and got a lot of pleasure.
- To feel that we both have a lot of free space for new experiences in our future. This is so exciting!

But this is just a beginning of my Real Life journey. Of course, there will be another points also - later. I think so.

Yes, I am a woman. But the real name I feel is Samurai and as you can see it is normal for me to use this profile picture.

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

Hmm. It is really interesting to get the same structure about me. So important for me right now:
- First moments when I see him after my cuckquean experience. To feel that he is still with me.
- To know that my boyfriend can get pleasure even when I am not with him.
- Feeling that I don't own his cock/mind/soul so we are free (and we are people, not objects!) in our desires without restrictions that kills that freedom/confidence feeling.
- Writing and sharing about. I tried today and got a lot of pleasure.
- To feel that we both have a lot of free space for new experiences in our future. This is so exciting!

But this is just a beginning of my Real Life journey. Of course, there will be another points also - later. I think so.

Yes, I am a woman. But the real name I feel is Samurai and as you can see it is normal for me to use this profile picture.

Powerful stuff. Maybe I'm pushing too hard, if so, I'll shut up. But to my last few questions..
What made you decide that you could not be a cuckqueen and therefore deliver creampies to your cuckold boyfriend?
Do you like to watch him? In a distant or in real when he is with another woman?
What are your feelings when you see him inside another younger or more sexy girl (assuming if that is true or happened)?

 

[SexySamurai]

Powerful stuff. Maybe I'm pushing too hard, if so, I'll shut up. But to my last few questions..
What made you decide that you could not be a cuckqueen and therefore deliver creampies to your cuckold boyfriend?
Do you like to watch him? In a distant or in real when he is with another woman?
What are your feelings when you see him inside another younger or more sexy girl (assuming if that is true or happened)?

Maybe. But I want to answer - to understand this better by myself too.

What made me decide.

I can do anything for D., of course.

I wrote a little story about this part of my character in my recent thread (Introducing forum). You can read if you want.

So I can - even if this kills me. But I also realize that my broken and then closed heart (after this) will become the first step of the end of my relationship and this is also maybe the shortest way for me to lose myself. So I don't want to choose this pathetic finish.

I like to watch. Only distant. These moments are too private for me, my own attitude. So I have to be far. Not only about my bf+girl, this is just a part of my life, was and will.

I like it now.

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

So a lot of activity the past few days. My girl will be back Monday (tomorrow) and she has tossed in some surprises...
1) She will not go directly to me, she plans to go directly to him (her lover).
2) She plans to fuck him like crazy and when he is spent, to put him in a chastity.
3) Plans to surprise me on her visit to me meaning she does not want to be obligated to a certain schedule. She wants her freedom to spend her time with him.

Odd, I asked her today if she looks forward to the sex, she said, not really. Just want his money and to put him in a cage - to see if he will go through with it!

So I will be on cuckold angst/edge all day wondering, waiting, jumping at any update to her phone time or message, etc. etc. wondering.
Worst part is I have some work/meetings that can't be interrupted, I wrote her about it, because I'm afraid she will come back exactly during that time.

 

[Brandon Calimesa]

I'm sitting here at my desk, trying to work but my mind distracted by so many thoughts. I mean, for the past few hours my young hot girlfriend/fiancé is at her lovers house and I can't help but wonder exactly what they are doing at any given moment.

Certainly can picture that my girl getting naked, kissing him, touching each other as they do.

Most likely he's got his fact cock stuffed inside her right now and they are humping away like sex crazed lovers. He is getting to experience the sweet juices, smell, touch of my girl. Pushing his fat cock deep inside her most tender spots and when he is ready, at a time of his choosing, he is unloading his seed.

Realization that I'm a cuckold and she is getting better sex than what I can provide her.

Time ticks slowly and nothing is scripted or understood when it will be so every second is a wonder, a surprise and anxious feeling waiting for her first picture, message or anything which acknowledges to me that she is still alive, or I should say, free from her lover.

He did not have to invest all the months/years and headache but he get's the fruit of their bodies, her white skin and 90lbs body bouncing up/down his unprotected cock.

Might seem crazy but I have often fantasized and almost has empathy for the other guys cock which is burred deep inside, visualizing in my head as he pumps and grinds and wants badly to unload his cum. That pressure, feeling of full balls an desire but forced to accept the rhythms of sex for her pleasure.

That moment of contact when they kiss, his cum is filling her vaginal cracks and they are hot and relaxing after full organism. You know there is no thought in mind about me, only those too focused on mutual pleasure.

Me, waiting at home, pathetic, half naked, horny and full of mixed emotions (cuckold Angst) wickedly unable to perform much any real tasks.

Thinking over and over things like..

- What's her expression the first time he enters her
- How good it must feel for him to rub and push his cock inside her little pussy (it is small)
- If she can feel when he cums
- How much cum he will put inside her and how long he will fuck her first.
- Different positions and kisses
- Idea of his hands, another mans hands all over my girl, doing whatever he wants