Just a Samurai female (and why I can't become hotwife)

I've already been asked several times about the history of the origin of this name, so get ready, a lot of boring text awaits you.
If you are looking for a hot story, then it will not be here, and you will only waste your time getting to know a newbie.

Now, the more I think about it, the more I understand that this name is very suitable.
It became closer to me than the one in the documents and which only evokes painful memories of the most dear people from the past who were just cheating with me.

Love for Japanese culture has been with me for over 20 years.

Even in preschool, I loved the sound of the Japanese names of the characters in the anime Sailor Moon.

Then it all started and became a part of me.

After a few years, I was drawn to simple yet incredibly atmospheric and infinitely deep and graceful hokku. Of course, I wrote my own, because I love everything beautiful and simple too much, and I could not help but try. Quite a bit, for myself, I practiced Kendo at home, read about Bushido, and dreamed of my Way…

At the institute, my love for this amazing country became more and I taught Japanese myself - from books, wrote in Katakana and Hiragana, and admired the gentle Japanese pronunciation (this is a syllabic language and I really like it all my life). In my youth, instead of parties and nightclubs, I read with enthusiasm everything that could be found about Japan, its culture, history and traditions.

My most beloved amazing people of this country, who gave their creativity to the whole world: Matsuo Basho, Morihei Ueshiba, Hayao Miyazaki, Makoto Shinkai…

So:

It was during my youth that the name Samurai became a part of my life.

This idea of the Samurai's boundless devotion to his master...
The Samurai sincerely admired such moments as rustling of leaves, sea surf, contemplation of beautiful flowers...
The combination of the strong with the beautiful in one person...

So consonant to me…

The Samurai were supposed to have an excellent education. According to Bushido, warriors should always improve, and not only in military affairs.
Therefore, the Samurai wrote poetry, painted, held tea ceremonies, had excellent knowledge of mathematics and made beautiful bouquets…

I know that there were other samurai who were very far from this description. All people are different. But I'm talking about others.

I really love everything listed above. Therefore, my name is dear to me. There is no pain or falseness in it from the memories of the people of the past who called me. It contains only my real nature.

Perhaps now it becomes clear why I cannot become a hotwife. Because I can only be a cuckquean.

I don’t know how my life will change in the future and what new experiences I will get.

But now and here I am a Samurai.
 
"i really admired the way you described your childhood and adulthood and how devoted you were toward a culture that occupied your mind&spirit

yet i'm not as much as you attached to the Japanese culture even if i was always closed to by practicing JUDO in my childhood , saw some anime , movies and documentaries adding to my love for nature , art , design & music

there's some poetry in your writings that tells a lot about you as person , feeling the smooth transition through things you experienced and used words to describe it , an interresting evolution.

you found a part of a missed part but you're still looking for the rest , which i think that being here in the "cuckold" univers is just a step and not an arrival..."


These are words from personal correspondence with a friend. I quote with his permission. Why? I’m just sorry to lose feedback, which is very valuable to me. All I do is share my life.
Every answer I get is an answer for my life.
 
"i really admired the way you described your childhood and adulthood and how devoted you were toward a culture that occupied your mind&spirit

yet i'm not as much as you attached to the Japanese culture even if i was always closed to by practicing JUDO in my childhood , saw some anime , movies and documentaries adding to my love for nature , art , design & music

there's some poetry in your writings that tells a lot about you as person , feeling the smooth transition through things you experienced and used words to describe it , an interresting evolution.

you found a part of a missed part but you're still looking for the rest , which i think that being here in the "cuckold" univers is just a step and not an arrival..."


These are words from personal correspondence with a friend. I quote with his permission. Why? I’m just sorry to lose feedback, which is very valuable to me. All I do is share my life.
Every answer I get is an answer for my life.
Thank you for sharing..
I love the tenderness and sensitivity that you share ❤️❤️
 
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